and so, i've been writing, on a personal level.

things have kind of hit the fan for me. this huge theme of rejection seems to be smothering it's self across my pages. i'm happy as ever, i always will be- just lonley, and so very alone. as trite as my needs may be- i just want a polite boy, who's nice, and likes me as much as i like him. the end. ( Read more... )

life is great ( Read more... )

so today kim and i are going to skim.
so much snow on the way; i'm worried about getting hypothermia.
i'm just waiting for her to come pick me up.
and then hopefully things will be fabulous.

summer, come home soon.

i'm sorry ;

i'd give you an ocean, and you'd ask me for the sky.

tonight went really well.
another is totally called for.

feb. vacay at bay view ave. is working out pretty well.

i started to eat salmon again, just because i've started to realize how badley my body needs it.

tanning makes me happy, i like to pretend i'm lying on a beach- when i get home, i pump my heat up to 90; i'm so over this whole winter thing. and other than that my life has been amazing. i've ( Read more... )

this entry just marks a date.
nothing good, nothing bad.
just something different.
i overcame something last night.

i've been up spray painting all night; rather than study for my honors anatomy exams.
i'm so inspired. i'm ready to move on and create something beautiful.

there are these amazing waves-building, always.
you can't under estimate this time;
either you're ready to ride in or not.
transdentalism. can i trust it?

so; a new year, a new start.

about 6 weeks left until skim /surf season begins.
i'm honestly overwhelmingly excited to hit the beach with brian and jeff. my father offered to buy me a used long board in replacement of a car. i'm happy either way. i have good friends, so life is amazing.


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