shit.

[xbaobox]

Warning: This entire post will probably be nothing but whining and thoughts of depression. You might want to skip

Comments

[eclecticstar]

Maybe your purpose in life is just to "Be" as cliche as that sounds i have come to the conclusion that is my purpose. YOu touch peoples lives in a way that you will never truely be aware of. The slightest smile or a shoulder to cry on means the world to someone who needs it. Yes a career is important and you will be doing something quite rewarding and meaningful, but there is more to life than that. YOu will find the person you are meant to be with, there are a lot of bumps and bruises along the road, but the path to find oneself is often full of complications and pain. It makes whatever version of truth you finally end up with that much more sweet than those who never worked for anything. I love you sweetness. I find that we never stop working on ourselves, constant self improvement really cant hurt anyone. Right now another relationship seems impossible because your heart hurts so much from the last one. Maybe looking in that direction isnt what you need right now. You are an amazing light in the eyes of those who know you

[xbaobox]

Thanks for all the advice and kind words. I'd love to come up there. I really need to get away from Carrollton for awhile -- and I haven't been to Athens in forever -- but I'm too short on funding to do so.

Maybe I can call in a few IOUs from various friends and get some cash. In any event - I miss you.

[skadiwolf]

I can tell you that I've been in the exact same place that you are now and amazingly found something even better.

Don't lose hope. Things usually occur for a reason. Perhaps just to make you a stronger, better person so when you do meet that amazing person...you're ready. :)

*hug*

[xbaobox]

Thanks hon.

I know this post was extremely whiney and all blah. And the logical part of me knows that it'll get better. I'm just in that loathsome face in the gutter place right now. Hugs back to you and loverly Alex.

[skadiwolf]

Whatever, you were unhappy, you were NOT whining. Everyone needs to let it out at some point. No worries sweetie. :) *HUG*

Don't worry, you'll come out of it soon, I have faith that things will get better for you sooner than you expect them!