Just read an entry from when I first meet HIM. It was weird because i sensed the awkwardness in that entry. The insecurity. The unknowing. And yet two years and four months later i write back on it feeling the same way. The whole two years were unknowing, unlisted, unfelt-yet remembered. There are some things you can never forget-some people ( Read more... )

Its been forever. Well life has been sweet latly. I meet a boy. Hes adorable :)I dont really understand him sometimes but thats okay becuase clearly he dosnt undwerstand me all the time. I needed something different then ryan and the normal boyss i like. i am getting fat though becuase we eat out alottttt. But its amazing. im scared im just ( Read more... )

only lasted a day.

hmm.
I wonder how long this one is going to last. Really i do. I dont know but for some reason mayeb this is it? Then again mayeb not? Alls i know is that it sucks but i will for sure not be as hurt as before. Uhg boys.

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hm.. favorite word? It seems like my favorite word is my least favorite word. Its the best word and the worst word. Love. L O V E. Four letters but one of the most powerful emotions. Love is good becuase it brings meaning to the soul and heart. the word love can draw tears of joy to the eye and tears of sadness and compleate weakness. I8t ( Read more... )

ahh ap testing is over! AHHHH kill me. im so happy. the year is basically over.

i just got back from europe. i

uhh kill me?
Please.
K thanks

Its almost been six months.
And there is still am much for him inside of me as there was before.