Well I guess as of this morning I am no longer a teenager, but a twenty-something. “They” (who ever that is…some kind of Jungian entity) say that those are some of the best years of your life…and to be honest they might be right…but I am really not the best authority on the issue. (Don’t they also say that the golden years are the best as well ( Read more... )

Well I guess as of this morning I am no longer a teenager, but a twenty-something. “They” (who ever that is…some kind of Jungian entity) say that those are some of the best years of your life…and to be honest they might be right…but I am really not the best authority on the issue. (Don’t they also say that the golden years are the best as well ( Read more... )

I read a whole bunch of backlogs on one of those secret sites today. I felt the same way as most of the people (even crazy high school emo kids). So, I have a confession, I think of myself as fearless however I have a phobia of bats (the animal) and I am super afraid of loosing my mind/going crazy/loosing the ability to remember things. Which makes ( Read more... )

Something New (in which the main character taps into her middle-class roots ( Read more... )

Never has the smell of cigarette smoke melded into fabric smelled so sweet. Perhaps because it is mostly clove cigarette residue. Mantra : the world is truly beautiful under strobe lights. I am reminded of the tragic line in some broadway musical (Cabaret actually...) "leave your troubles OUTside, in here, life is beautiful. The girls are beautiful ( Read more... )

Choose a band/or artist and answer ONLY in song titles by that band: (Smog ( Read more... )

so, It came to the apex tonight....i've been pressured for a long time from my suite to bring up some embarassing stuff with the love of my college life...it got to the point where it really was looking like i'd have to choose between the friends/people i LIVE with or my boyfriend. It turns out I am no romantic. I went with the friends instead. He' ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Kurt Vonnegut.

today was -

- Dada presentation 
- found out my Summer will not be what I thought it was going to be...but perhaps its all for the best (more on this later)
- coming back and having an amazing sleep from 10-12:30 with Gregor (who was still sleeping when I came back from my presentation..of course) 
- Ellen Sauerbery visiting Messitte's class (she's ( Read more... )

At a Christmas-party, I'd hold your hair when you vomit,
I'd help you up to brush your teeth, and then I'd kiss your stomach.
We lie still on your bed, the room is lit only by the tele
and it's a perfect night for feeling melancholy.

- Jens Lekman

and isn't it odd? for in rooms full of
strangers my most tender feelings
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