Life couldn't really get much better than it is right now ( Read more... )

This update is far over due.

So, my fall break was fucking amazing. Like seriously. And it made me so damn homesick. I miss you kids at home. I really, really fucking do. And I feel like such a bitch for wanting to come home, because of all the shit I talked about leaving Erie behind me. About getting the fuck out. But it's times like this that ( Read more... )

I've been sitting here at my computer all night. I believe my fingers are numb. Between e-mails, IMs, and text messages. I've been carrying on like 10 conversations at a time all night ( Read more... )

I just got back a little bit ago. Oh, what a weekend. It was nonstop. And I still didn't manage to catch up on Project Runway! Urgh. That annoys me like woah. Because on the last episode Laura tried to get my Jeffery kicked off. Bitch ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if you still read this. And if you know it's you I talk about when I talk about you. I wonder how you take everything. Dissect it inside your head. Tear it all apart. Baby, each criptic message is everything I could never say to your face.send over satilite frequencies. I wish I could change your involvement in my life. I was ( Read more... )

So, Saves The Day was fucking amazing. Oh, how I love this band. I do believe I have never met anyone who has eyes that sparkle like Chris Conley's. Oh, man. Pretty sure he's my new hero. Or atleast up there on the list ( Read more... )

So, I went on this rampage of mass change. Full of making amends and burning bridges. But as I tried to fix things that went bad, I just made things worse with other people. I can never get things just right. I can't find that balance where everything is great. Where everyone in my life is happy and so am I. I wish I could just make everyone happy ( Read more... )

Since Friday things have been pretty much nonstop. I went home Friday after class. I had to be up the next morning at like 7am, so that I could go into Erie to meet with Marlo ((Carol's friend)) so that she could see what exactally needed to be done with my hair. So, I went and did that. Then me and mom went shopping all day. Then I was back home ( Read more... )

I'm in such a great mood today. I pretty much did nothing today and it was nice. I took a break. A much needed one. Granted, now I'll have to do some major catch up later on this week. But I just wasn't in the mood to sit down with a text book ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like there are things that you just need to do? Like, you don't know why, but it just feels like it's the right thing to do ( Read more... )