(no subject)
She’s feeling misplaced
Life she needs life to live
She believes she never had life to begin with
So why should she be living
She closes her eyes
Knowing what is to ensue
She feels frightened and lonely
But content and carefree next
She wants to think she doesn’t have a worry in the world
She sees her whole life,
She sees her life that doesn’t exist
She doesn’t understand the point of living if you die later on
She closes her eyes
Feeling a shutter of happiness
She feels a shiver of fear
She feels completely in control
She takes one more look around
Knowing it will be her last