I'm going to be in Orlando next Tuesday-Thursday... So like... Ummm... Call me duh

Will someone just please tell me the truth?

Either way it's over but someone is lying and i just want to fucking know!

Why is it that life must be so constantly complicated ( Read more... )

 Omg I'm totally STOKED about next weekend ( Read more... )

Finally moving out and getting away from my mother's hot flashes and mood swings....

Yes, that's all it took.

Going to look @ a place on Tuesday. Can't wait! 

I just found out that my grandfather has aggressive kidney cancer ( Read more... )

When did forgiveness get so hard to come by?

I have made so many mistakes... I know I have... but I just don't understand why I can forgive all over the place but my sins are always greater... unforgivable.

I have dreams about her *every night.* My subconcious is screaming out for revenge that I've never taken... and I never will. My concious mind ( Read more... )

So I posted this a while ago... actually it was January 26, 2005. It's basically a list of a bunch of random facts about me... I wanted to go through and see if/how I'd changed in the past few years...

-I *have* to hold onto something while walking down stairs or I panic... it doesn't matter if I'm walking *up* stairs.
[This is still very true... I'm ( Read more... )

My right lung feels like it's going to explode... I mean... I don't have an X-ray or anything but it feels like that's where it's coming from ( Read more... )

I'm soooo sick right now... omg... I've been sick for something like 2-2 and half months and I can't take it anymore. I have no idea what I have and I don't have health insurance so I can't go to the doctor. What's scaring me most is that about two weeks ago I had the first nosebleed I've ever had. Since then, I've had about 8 or 9 more. As soon as ( Read more... )