I'm writing in this alot suddenly ( Read more... )

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*yawn ( Read more... )

I'm extra puffy right now. The good thing about drinking vodka at night is that it doesn't really encourge any more eating...but it encourages your body to retain water. Ugh. So i'm guzzling the rest of the liter bottle that I had told myself i was going to drink ( Read more... )

aaaaand...

I don't know what it means

I know how it feels

and it's been a long time since i've felt it

*le sigh*

I just called Joe Kaz ( Read more... )

It's just so warm ( Read more... )

But I'm sure I'll go down inside.
I chew the thorn when midnight gets too long
On the feet of a dragon.
Alone in the sun for sticking it in too long.
The seed of a bastard.

these are pretty

*yawn*

I just got done eating a banana, and I'm dehydrated, and I just fed my bird and my bunny and my hair is air drying. Individually they are mundane, but together they represent an extremely profound thing to me. To explain would take a while and I'm sure nobody would get it anyway...I just felt the need to document it somewhere.

Why do I shape my world around others. Rather, why do I continuously force myself into believing that others will be there when they say.