you know that you can always talk to me about anything. i want you to move on from addam, but i understand that it is really hard to do so, and you will when you feel like you are ready. i love you and we can have no social life together. who needs other people anyway? you are amazing. and i love you. ♥
this entry wasn't about you, love. it was actually about my nextdoor neighbor. we got into a fight because he wants me to be in love with him and i'm just not. *shrug*
i understand you saying i need to move on because you're looking out for me. i'm glad that you understand that maybe i just don't want to yet. he is a huge part of me and few people really understand that.
we do need to hang out. lol. you calling it a date doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. i love hanging out with you. :-)
If you ever need anyone to talk to, you can always talk to me too. I know that I don't know you that well, and I know that I don't know the whole situation and it could be awkward talking to me, but sometimes I find it easier to talk to people who I am not around about my problems, bc then I dont have to worry about what they think, bc I don't have to deal with them on a day to day basis. ya know? remember when you asked me how i can manage to stay in my relationship even after all the lies and stuff and still be strong? for the same reason that you can't move on from addam. i think that you and i are a lot alike in many ways. when i am with todd, and when we are getting along, i feel amazing and he makes me so happy. then there's other times that aren't so good. but i learn to move past them. if you really truly think that its not time to move on from addam, then don't. at least you stand up for your feelings. some people don't. i hope you feel better and are happier when you wake up.
thank you for offering to always be there. i don't think talking to you would be awkward. sometimes i just have nothing to say, and i feel better typing it. lol.
i think we are alike in a lot of ways. i understand how you can go back to todd even though there has been so much trouble and dishonesty because it's exactly what i do with addam. even though we've always been honest with each other, we spend a lot of time hurting each other, yet i always go back.
i did feel better when i woke up. of course, i also called addam last night. lol.
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i want you to move on from addam, but i understand that it is really hard to do so, and you will when you feel like you are ready.
i love you and we can have no social life together.
who needs other people anyway?
you are amazing. and i love you.
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enough said.
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i understand you saying i need to move on because you're looking out for me. i'm glad that you understand that maybe i just don't want to yet. he is a huge part of me and few people really understand that.
we do need to hang out. lol. you calling it a date doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. i love hanging out with you. :-)
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i think we are alike in a lot of ways. i understand how you can go back to todd even though there has been so much trouble and dishonesty because it's exactly what i do with addam. even though we've always been honest with each other, we spend a lot of time hurting each other, yet i always go back.
i did feel better when i woke up. of course, i also called addam last night. lol.
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