.i swear everyday. more and more it feels like highschool. saturday is our 'winter formal/aol prom' holiday party thing. i went dress shopping like old times. found a dress that fits *perfectly*...except...my tits don.t fit. now why buy a dress that doesn.t fit everywhere you may ask? well for *anyone* who knows me...once you see this dress you * ( Read more... )

.having to take the bus to work lately has actually been oddly amusing. lol. you certainly get to taste the flavours of tucson (and for some those wackos thats literally ( Read more... )

.the start of this month seems to bring the start of new life. or rather maybe an old life. life how it was before i got tied down and stressed and the such. the cold air is refreshing and crisp and i like it. just like i.m starting to like me again. and i don.t really believe that.s medication talking. in light of recent information. one of two ( Read more... )

.i love creating new little traditions. like (and i dont know if this is sad and pathedic or not) i look forward to sunday morning all week. its like one of my highlights. going for coffe and a bagel and talking with long time friends and then doing stuff before work. its nice ( Read more... )

.i.ve been spending a lot of time with girls lately. it.s kinda weird since me and girls don.t really get along *at* all. friday night i ordered food from La Salsa and watched the first 8 episodes of chobits with Rachel. i really missed that series and am glad i.m watching it again. she.s gonna come over again sometime to finish it up. on friday ( ( Read more... )

.i.m thinking of taking friday off to get a tattoo (probably with rachel) to get this ~~>
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.i.m so going to throw a cocktail party for my birthday! (i know i.m not 21 yet, but i have friends who are at least). its gonna have everything and be totally breakfast at tiffany's style!. with cocktail dresses ol' blue eyes two foot cigarette holders martinis and cosmos and other mixed drinks and funness...yeah...

.i.m so planning it now!.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even
if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and
me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished,
post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or
moritified) about what people remember about you.

.can anyone tell me if there.s such a thing as anorsexia?.

.let me know.

.<3.

.i.m now pulling a rachel.

"Joe": achoo
PainxTickles: i hate you
"Joe": why
PainxTickles: you said that, i fuckin sneezed
"Joe": BAHAHAH
PainxTickles: fuck you!
"Joe": thats...lol, thats great
"Joe": behold the power of me
PainxTickles: ¬_¬*sniffles*
PainxTickles: fucker...
"Joe": lmao