Comments | xbiggloserx: Now I'm ohk.

xbiggloserx

Now I'm ohk.

Jul 01, 2005 12:39

"I'm writing this as I lay in bed with my snot rag on the bed next to me. Me at my finest.. when I'm being completely honest w/ myself and everyone else. This is me letting go of my hiding place and showing emotion. My tears aren't enough anymore, I have to voice what I feel. Thank you Billy for making me cry when you know I need to and making me ( Read more... )

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xbabyfamegirlx July 1 2005, 17:53:06 UTC

If I had a car right now I would drive really fast, praying I didn't get a ticket, and give you the biggest hug in the world. And whisper into your ear... "I was right". Next time listen... I knew the first time you said Billy's name you two were meant to be together. I love you Alicia and I'm sry you had to experience something like that. I would rather it happen to me and just tell you about it then you actually go through it!!!!!!!!!!

I love you and would NEVER even think about doing something that low to someone who means so much to me!

Love,
Maddie

xbiggloserx July 1 2005, 21:01:20 UTC

lol thx love. we need to hang out soon. u're the best n i love you too.

<3<3
Ali

xbabyfamegirlx July 3 2005, 13:54:31 UTC

Im over here right now I guess we got to hang out! YAY!

Love,
Maddie

meetmymonster July 2 2005, 06:50:59 UTC

lol...maddie, sometimes you totally sound like a queer.

but you're a badass queer though. if that isnt an oxymoron.

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_sh0uldhavkn0wn July 1 2005, 20:21:47 UTC

Damn, that really sucks. People are so fake & two-faced these days.
That makes me sick. I'm sorry you had to go threw all of that! ♥

xbiggloserx July 1 2005, 21:01:47 UTC

yupp. oh well. i'll live.

<3<3
Ali

selfish_cry_out July 2 2005, 01:43:20 UTC

Wow, Alicia. I'm really sorry. I don't know what to say. I hate this. Alot. And I know i don't feel half of what your feeling..I don't even know what your going through. I don't know how Alison could do this to you. But, I don't know whats going on. All I feel between you guys is hate. And, personally I don't like it. But, I can't change anything. I really wish I could. I would give my life to take back the things that have happened. I love you Alicia.
♥

xbiggloserx July 3 2005, 01:36:06 UTC

But, I don't know whats going on.

You my friend are a liar also. You knew everything that happened long before I did. Thanks for filling me in. You kno that hate that you discussed up there ^.. let's just say a little of it is directed at you right now. Not only didn't you respect me enough as a friend to tell me but you let me go on thinking Alison was Ms Perfect and I should still be her best friend. Personally I don't give a shit what you think at the moment or ever again. Take me off your buddy list and LJ list thx.

<3<3
Ali

xbabyfamegirlx July 3 2005, 13:55:55 UTC

haha that's funny dont you feel stupid now Emily!

Love,
Maddie

selfish_cry_out July 3 2005, 18:45:39 UTC

Why would I feel stupid?

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eastlakeshoredr July 2 2005, 03:14:08 UTC

i dont have much to say except for that i'm behind ya girl and i'm sorry for what they did to you.

<3

xbiggloserx July 2 2005, 04:21:52 UTC

thx. :) r u back in cape coma yet?!

<3<3
Ali

eastlakeshoredr July 3 2005, 22:24:39 UTC

welcome! yah i got back like 6 days ago. sucks.

<3

xbiggloserx July 4 2005, 05:26:30 UTC

we should hang out sometime. 218-8547 call it. :-P

<3<3
Ali

twisted_inside4 July 2 2005, 04:54:39 UTC

Now I know you said you dont want anyone to explain everything...but there is something I need to, and you do not know this and forgive me please......

You see, I like subway chicken pizziola...but WITHOUT tomatoes...

WHEW! Im glad I got that out. :P

I heart you very very much!

xbiggloserx July 2 2005, 04:59:45 UTC

lol that was great. thx for that. :)

but i must b angry w/ u for a moment bcuz i said no explaining..

..ohk moments over.

love you.

<3<3
Ali