We're all addicted to something that takes the pain away.

After the cd is done (which will be in some other lifetime at this point ( Read more... )

Man, lately I've felt like I'm at the bottom of a well just looking up at that speck of light..way way up ( Read more... )

I don't want to feel so different,
but I don't want to be insignificant
and I don't know how to see the same things different now.

So yesterday I found out that one of my friends that I used to work with at Hot Topic is getting ready to go on tour with Taylor Swift (huge country singer). He is in a 4 piece (Him, his brother, two pretty girls) called "Gloriana". He's been getting flown all over the country for radio interviews, getting a album made at the cost of his record ( Read more... )

I just realized that this journal goes back to 2005,
I need to print this stuff out and put it in a book
before something happens to livejournal and I lose everything.

I can't believe the stuff that has gone on between 2005 and 2009.
I think I made at least a entry every couple weeks through the years.

Crazy stuff.

I feel light, fleeting ( Read more... )

So they dug and ripped away
only to change the manner of the creature inside
what once was there, is now here
well I've got the devil's claws in my stomach
and his bitter tail down my throat.
It never ends....ever.

"..The artist never entirely knows. We guess. We may be wrong, but we take leap after leap in the dark."

-Agnes DeMille

The swelling in my face ( Read more... )