Comments | xblackrayx: Wishing i was someone else!!

xblackrayx

Wishing i was someone else!!

Aug 24, 2003 21:16

I woke up this morning with the blues. Thinkin about how much my life sucked once again. Where i went wrong i have no clue. Sometimes i jus feel like my whole existence is for nothin ... nothin but to cause me pain. There are very few things or people that bring any type of joy in my life, and even they have some type of drama surrounding them that ( Read more... )

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theamazingamber August 24 2003, 20:05:41 UTC

"But i dunno if its jus me making up illusions of happiness or if everything really is good or not"

...Try not to think about it; if it feels like happy, then let it be happy.

altais August 24 2003, 20:34:16 UTC

*hug* :o)

xblackrayx August 24 2003, 23:59:59 UTC

Thanks hun ...i needed that!

ohhhgirl August 24 2003, 23:19:14 UTC

i miss you alottttttttttt cause you rule so bad
i am geting a new apartment all my times goes to geting a job m apartment and moving in and school starting off ag ood year so im sorry if i havnt been talking much <33333

xblackrayx August 25 2003, 00:01:58 UTC

no worries hun, handle yur bizzz ... i miss u too ... an whenever yur settled we'll chill definitely ... for now take it eas, stay beautiful, an keep on rocken. *muah*

ohhhgirl August 25 2003, 00:05:25 UTC

<3333 keep your head up always and sing the h20 song that goes
"tryyyyyyyy but you cant bring me down"
it alwyas helps me

xreesex August 25 2003, 01:37:58 UTC

hey. you know i love you right?
you know that i care about you right?

we may not talk all the time anymore. and we may get into stupid fights. and we may not hang out much, but you are totally in my heart, as retarded as that sounds.

i think you are wonderful.

xblackrayx August 25 2003, 11:27:37 UTC

hey hun ... thanks for the words ...i dunno what to do with myself anymore. i'm jus lost ....

Hmm.. ex_getmoney149 August 25 2003, 05:34:21 UTC

Sometimes I know exactly that feeling. Actually, it's all the time. No matter how happy I am, I'm always miserable inside. Right at this moment, I feel horrible. I can never be truly happy. Happy yes, but I don't feel pure happiness. I don't know why, and I don't know how to fix it. It's been that way for a long time. I wish I could give you an answer, but I don't have one. Hope you feel better.

Re: Hmm.. xblackrayx August 25 2003, 11:34:29 UTC

Hey sweetheart ... i guess i'm glad someone knows where i'm coming from ... but at the same time, i'm sorry that u have to be dealing with this. Cause this is a shitty feeling .... I wish i could do more for u. But we all know the drama that comes with being in the scene is ridiculous an i dont want to bring anymore on to u. I want u to know tho, that i'm always gonna be here for u. I dont care what bs they put me through, we're still friends, an i'm not gonna let drama stop me from being there for u. So anytime u need to vent an talk about anything, dont hasitate to call me hun. My shoulder will always be here and waiting for u. Well i'm off to be more miserable, i thnk i might go nap.