well today was k i gueess man i miss michaeel!! well its almost christmas aand i hav no i dea what to get my friendss but ill get them somethin... man ihavee been so tired and like ive been saad to because like ...well seee i miss my grandma sso much !! she lives in mexico and she has no one and like she said she reaally missees us and she was ( Read more... )

ahhh i have to go to skool ll updat lateer

xxbledx4xdaysxx (10:46:39 PM): are you okay?
xxbledx4xdaysxx (10:46:42 PM): well
xxbledx4xdaysxx (10:46:46 PM): tell me when you get back
xxbledx4xdaysxx (10:46:52 PM): from "away"
eversosweetx3x12 (10:51:36 PM): no
eversosweetx3x12 (10:51:41 PM): m ok
eversosweetx3x12 (10:51:49 PM): im k
eversosweetx3x12 (10:51:52 PM): ahh
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Ha ha skool has suckeed balls but its ok iii guess and ya im reaally hiper but then agai i feel sexually active is that bad ? but i dunno well today was a very loud day i gueess... it was so lamee mom made me study and i wass fukin sleppy ..i haad a weeiird dreeam i had aaa dreaam that i hd a son and a daughther and they .... died right in front ( Read more... )

wats this feelin i have this feelin i just cant shake it ?its like when it rains.i cry for somee reason the rain and my tears fall and i feel the rain in me it sounds gay but i just ...dont kno this feelin that i feel and it talks to me but i just dont understand any of it.im one of the happiest ppl alive i have the best thing in the world god gave ( Read more... )

Finally !!! ddam!! i havent written in like years ok maybe days but sstill..well last week i went n this trip with my boyfriend andn his parents he plays soccer and he diid really good hes so sexy when hes sweaty!lol sorrry o ya and school has been a mother fuker!! hate it !!! it sux ass!!i jus wish that th year would end cause gon to school is so ( Read more... )

wat would u do if u seemed not to find the awnser ?

would u walk awaay?

i couldnt stand and take it anymore...

i couldnt ttaake tthe sorrrow..

i couldnt keep my blood from touchin thee ground..

i couldnt keep my tears in..

so thats when ii grabbed the knife and cut trough all my pains..

no!! no!! u didnt keep ur promise u left me!....

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I AM 66% PUNK ROCK!
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Well ok here i go again i love michael so much sso yaa we had a surprise party for him and umm it was fun i only hope he liked it did u?  miss u so much! and itts been like ....1,2,3,10,no 7 min..ya and i ahhh mom is yellin at me one sec....ok were good anyways as i was saying ya i had a great ttime wiith michael!i love him so much and im neever ( Read more... )