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just please dont leave me gasping.
MY DAD AND I ARE CRAZY, EVER SINCE I TOLD HIM I USED TO HAVE EATING PROBLEMS AND USED TO CUT. HE HAS BEEN GREAT. WE REALLY CONNECTED ..I LOVE HIM . ITS KINDA CRAZY. HOW MUCH WE HAVE GROWN IN SO LITTLE TIME. MY HAIR IS CRAZY. AND SO AM I . I AM REALLY EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW. I AM JUST WRITING MY HEART OUT ANDI JUST DOTN CARE.
stop stop stop
i like two guys and one of the guys is so unexpected i dont know. i just want to be with one, just lie down with him. not sexually just like talk to him . get to knomw everything about him. no one knows really anything about my love life cause i dont know my self.
looking at me
'Cause a costume can be comfortable
It can make you feel more beautiful
It can even make you look like someone else
But it's still you, so there's nothing you can do
Like a bad habit, the one you couldn't kick, there it always is
And it's nothing that no doctor's gonna fix
like a messanger bird
seriously so many people hvae fucked me over. and recently someone has i mean shit "they" talked so much shit about me
they know who they are. and i still love them. and yeah i know about all their little jokes they made about me. dont fuck with me .
relaly you cant hide lies from me.
blown away in the wind
i am getting my braceses off soon. i hope i spelled that right. anyway. i havent been going t o shows much
i dont really care to be honest. i hardly like that musice what can i say i just like to slit my wrist in teh cornor while listening to indie ...ring a bell.?
i always returned.
by the way love isnt true.
i know this for a fact.
some sad story to tell...
brief love afair.
you dont want me to beg?
get down on my knees
i know all about you ..
dont speak.
just so you know ...
they dont bother me..
you dont have to be
worrried...
a girl on a balance beem..
you feel.
just one mistake.
is all it takes.
i drowned them all..
for you.
i saw that man.
who was me.
holding a mega phone.
and i cried.
for i am free..
i am starring at the sun.
it shall come..
that day.
when i am out of here.