every night i wish to never wake the next day.....

[xbleedingxeyesx]

so this is how i figure things work... you give someone your all and after you gain feelings and trust for them they drop you like a ton of bricks, well at least that how it seems to be happening... and again i figured out why im always being walked all over, i care too much and i let everything get to me waaay too easily... so now im giving up all

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[torchyourself]

i'm going through the same thing right now. i've found being a compassionate person always comes back to haunt you. try to make yourself happy and forget about everyone else's needs for a while.

i'm sure you don't want to hear this from me, since we do not know each other, but i can relate to your situation, so i wanted to give you the advice that has been working for me. good luck.

[xbleedingxeyesx]

no its alright... i really apreciate it, so thanx and i think i might know you, if your the right person im thinking of....
thank you

[torchyourself]

i'm ben. i've seen you at shows and i'm pretty sure we have mutual friends. feel free to talk to me sometime. my screenname is in my profile... and feel better.

[xbleedingxeyesx]

your exactly who i was thinking of, i used to hang out with your sister liz a wicked loooooong time ago... crazy huh? hah at least i think so! but yea same here my sn is in my profile if you ever wanna talk, im here if you ever need an ear and no one wants to listen!! but thanx and well it doesnt seem like your having the best of times either so i really hope everything works out for you, just remember, just try to keep a smile on your face and things will hopefully get better, just keep smiling!!! : )