Today was big J's birthday. He's 18. Wow. An old man now. I think we might go to the movies, but I don't think he wants to and he just feels bad telling me no. I don't really care, I'm fine sitting at home . .. Seriously. I kinda want to ( Read more... )

today i wore a beanie and a scarf. so hot.i havent eaten today. i'm soo hungry. i miss stephen. i hope i get to see him this weekend. i havent tawked to karlos for a few days either. i wonder whats up ( Read more... )

i'm going shopping today with becca. howwwww cool. i want to invite michele, i was about to ask her but she signed off. i guess i'll call her and ask her. blah blah blah

my hair looks cool. im getting used to it being short and im starting to like it better. heh. that always hapens. ya know.

I haven't been updating for a while. Disreguard the friends only thing, but uh yah. I'm putting back the block on anonymous posts, because people just love to make me feel bad about myself ( Read more... )

FRIENDS ONLY

So school was . . . blah. I hate school. Big J and Lil' J are going to the skate park today and want me to go. All I can do is sit and watch because I don't have a board. I want one, but my mom told me no and if I ask my dad then my mom will get pist . . but I will have goten my way ( Read more... )

volcomezkl: I love you

I am sorry for everything I have said that has caused you pain and grief. I know you probably wont accept my apology, but I just wanted to let yo know I am very sorry.Thanks. That does help a lot. You know who you are ( Read more... )

i called karlos today but he wasn't home. i called stephen and he was stoned. i called michele but shes tawkin to the teetster. stephen said he'll call me back on his break. i miss him

what is wrong with me? why am i going back to stephen? honestly . . . but . . i was happy with him, and i broke up with him still being in love . . . or lust, i'm ( Read more... )

i hung out with stephen yesterday. wow. it was cool. i miss that guy. i barley ever tawk to him or anything. but i called him yesterday because i had a couple hours to waste. we just sat around in his room and tawked . . and he walked me to danyells house. and we kissed. it was weird, and i'm still trying to figure out if it was real. danyell saw ( Read more... )