Dinner, hot chocolate, watching the awesome red moon rise by the lighthouse.. i spent valentines day with a very sweet boy who kept surprising me all nite.
Having a hand to hold and somebody to kiss is really kinda nice.

This was the first valentines day i spent that i didnt regret. I can go to sleep with a smile.

i really need to get over myself. i hate feeling like i can control people. i have no control. i never did. why do i crave this? where did i learn this from? i need something new ( Read more... )

Did you notice I was afraid?
I thought I'd run out of things to say......

The sky will never look the same again
'til you show me how it could be.

You called my phone. After almost 5 months you came back around.

Well, i let it keep on ringing just how you let me keep ringing when i called you.

The past two weeks in the life i live have been nothing of what i expected ( Read more... )

6 hours of surfing
+
two hours of hot tub
+
stir fry
=
My amazing day.

and by the way, i want to write these lyrics in the freakin' sky..
I thought i'd be singing a different tune by now
But this song about you keeps coming out
I hoped to be singing to someone new by now
But the songs about you keep coming out - owen

January 8th 1999- The day i first discovered loss, My first dog, champ. I loved that dog to pieces. I only had him a short three years and i never got to say goodbye.. i remember it like yesterday.. i was leaving the house in a rush- threw some food in his bowl and said "see you in a few hours ( Read more... )

i love the following ( Read more... )

But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

"You cant stop wishing
If you dont let go
But things that you find
And you lose, and you know
You keep on rolling
Put the moment on hold"

( two thousand five in review )