Yay for wanting to update your lj at 2 A.M. for the second night in a row! I held back yesterday though. Fuck this day is going by sooo slowly. I woke up today at 2P.M. so I've only been up for 12 hrs but it feels like 362. So back to my day, I worked out hardcore this morning and finally realized that arm flab is not sexy so I started lifting ( Read more... )

Sorry about all the emo posts this summer guys. I totally just figured out yesterday that I actually got a lot of shit going on and I've been looking for comfort in all the wrong places. No worries though, I'm getting through it ( Read more... )

I just finished reading Go Ask Alice and I have to say that the people who wrote the epilogue are real jackasses. The book itself was ok, it's a real story and all so you can't expect it to be all glamorous and fictional so in that sense it lived up to my expectations. I was also glad that it had a pretty much happy ending until the update at the ( Read more... )

“So this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

So a little boy came into Orient today && he had bags under his eyes && he puked on the carpet, && his parents are jerks because they didn't notice even when he fell alseep, because they were too busy stealing sodas ( Read more... )

Well guys, I'm sad to say that my chance at STARDOM is gone. My mom turned down the acting company, saying I was too shy to be the girl they were looking for. I'LL SHOW YOU UN-SHY DAMNIT! Let me start from the beginning.

While I was at the fair I signed up to win a free photo shoot, and the guy from John Robert Powers called today (yes the modeling ( Read more... )

( Oh God damnit I think I lost it, Oh God damnit I think I lost you )

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There's something about watching the stars at night. I don't know what it is but if you look at them long enough the sky seems to close in on you and you can almost feel like if you lifted your arms you'd be able to touch them. Then you try, and you start to get a sense of just how insignificant your life is when you don't come close. It's ( Read more... )

I wonder where you are ( Read more... )