im not ugly, im pretty deprived

[xblood_fairyx]

i had fun today. woke up by my mom asking if i wanted to go to chuck-e cheese with her and morgan and jaimee- two of her 8 year old daycare kids. why wouldnt i want to go? so i called kaitlin and asked if she wanted to go. of course she said yes. so we met there and had a blast. i had pigtails in for no apparant reason.. just because i never do

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[oh_ohh_oh]

whenever i try to go to chuck-e-cheeses, they tell me that i need an adult with me.
my life sucks.
i wish i were eighteen.

[xblood_fairyx]

yeah i know.. i had to wait for my friend to come in the door so i could go get my mom to claim there will be an adult. lmao. they do the same thing in the flint children's museum or whatever it is. how lame
one more year for me!

Dont take this strangely

[sanerob]

Now beleive it or not, but I am a dude. So I think I will weigh my opinion here. I think you are pretty, that is not me trying to make you feel better that is me being honest.

You also have a great personality, the problem is most guys are pussies when it comes to females (raises hand slightly) so you have to make the first move (if he doesnt take it from there he doesnt like you) like an introduction or something. I know that may be a problem for you but that is how it is and would explain why a great person such as yourself is boyfriendless. (making up words is the shit)

Re: Dont take this strangely

[xblood_fairyx]

thanks lol. well thats not going to happen so i think im screwed.
thank you for your opinion though. helps a little for me to understand even though i still think half of it is because of myself. haha

lol, yes making up words is the shit.

[aheart_silenced]

its just kind of sad that you dont feel you are pretty. Honestly there is someone out there for you and you may not find him right now but you dont need a boy to get you through. Its just a boy. Honestly its not as good as its made out to be. I mean yeah its nice to have somebody but you dont HAVE to have someone. It kind of sounds like you are falling back to where you were. Where is the confident girl that came out just a little while ago? I dont get it anymore.. It kind of feels like we are slipping away too. I think we are heading off in different directions.. I dont know how to save this anymore.

[xblood_fairyx]

omg.. slipping in different directions? i fucking just helped out a shitload by sucking it up and trying to go to parties and nto be so damn shy because thats what you said a few months ago. now that ive tried to be more out there and expand my horizons, i hear the same thing. i dont get why you would say that. we have a lot of fun hanging out. well i think so at least. i dont understand at all. what have we done that you would say that about? honestly

[aheart_silenced]

Okay you make it sound like I force you to go out and party or go out and have fun.. You made the choice to. You are the one who liked it and wants to do it and then you become the one who is pissed off when we dont. We dont talk like we used to. We dont hang out like we used to. Its just different.

First of all Claude and I aren't dating. Yes it is nice to have a boy who cares but we aren't dating. Second even if claude wasn't around I dont think I would be sitting here talking about how lonely I was. I would go out there and try and find someone who did like me. I am just saying you can't sit here and wait you have to go do something about it.

[xblood_fairyx]

i didnt mean it like that at all. i know i made the choice and its a lot of fun. im just saying you told me to get out there more and now that ive made all of these changes, i feel like it was for no reason because you are saying the same things as you did before i started to change.
i know you arent dating but its pretty effing close. you have so many friends and so many boys that like you and that you hang out with.. it just makes me way jealous. and you are a lot more confident. you dont have a problem talking to guys the way i do. i am so shy that its so hard for me. i try to change but its not working too well

[cumslutcunt]

hey i acciendtly clicked declined on myspace and i cant find you so send me another friend thing?