i really do. im just so easily upset anymore, and im usually not like that. zack was being really weird tonight, and im really pissed no one FUCKING answered my phone.. cuz then i would have gotten to see him. but no. they didnt. they let it FUCKING ring so by the time i got out of the shower he was gone. FUCKING assholes. so, naturally, when i ( Read more... )

well, its a few days after christmas, and i just took in a whole lot of pepto bismal. i do not feel good, to say the least. me kait n kell had a lot of fun last night with out sex and the city marathon, its a great show. i miss zack <33 maybe we'll hang out tomorrow.. theres the whole painting shennanigan on thursday but i dont know if anyone is ( Read more... )

ahh.. i feel like shit. me and zachary just had "our first fight" .. and i dont like it. i dont want to fuck any of this up.. i like him so much. ah.

wow. weezer = kait arduinos favorite band in the entire world at the very moment. holy sheezer; i forgot how much i loved em. i found this nifty site with all these songs .. wow. awesome. okay .. outtie. heh he .. byee <3

wow. so, since my last entry my world has completely been flipped upside down.. by this one guy. honestly, i think ( corny, i know ) my prayers were answered. i was like ''man God, i really, really need something to keep me from completely fucking up my life. i dont care what it is just .. i dont wana end up pregnant in a cardboard box on the side ( Read more... )

well hello there livejournal. im going to write a bit more than my usual one sentence im depressed wwaawaawaa entries ( Read more... )

sometimes i really wish i was someone else. or i wish i just was who i used to be. :-\

gah. things really and truly are just GAH. i need something, maybe someONE to make things better. i dont know. oh boy. aright. my livejournal entires always suck, but one tree hill is on tonight and thats cool. adios.

brush ya shouldas off. nigga . WEEEEEEEOOOO . goodnight <3

ever just feel like you are the BIGGEST asshole in the entire world, because, in truth, you really are ?