Oh gosh...life is just ssssoooo boring lately. Altho I had a lesson last monday and worked on my position. But, I rode Hope and Hope is one of the best horses that I've ridden. I think that I'm fortunate that I have been able to ride very well behaved horses. (triumph/hope/ henery)((altho I fell off henery)) but anyways. I'm kinda getting thro with ( Read more... )

ummm...I guess alot had happened but I just don't know were to start... Well I'm moving to Gavlin Hills rite down the street from the Wagoner's, and I'm very excited about that. But... I won't be able to see \him\ any more and that makes me really sad. Sarah's moving out with Kim, Holly and Bree, which I guess is good but I'm going to miss her not ( Read more... )

I went riding this week end and it suxed. I can't seem to do anything right. I was having the hardest time getting hope to collect and getting her to bend. My instructor told me that it would take time to get it all together. But I don't have time. My show is next weekend and I can't waist anytime trying to get it right. I need to DO it right. Gosh ( Read more... )

ok so I talked to /him/ Tuesday night and everythings ok. And /he/ dosent hate me, or not want to talk to me. Why in the world would I think that /he/ was trying to ignore me. I'm just so insecure, I hate it. Well I just don't know what to say. Everything is basically doing ok. No problems with /him/, or my walk with the lord...oh i retned "The Day ( Read more... )

Ok well (I think that I start all my journal entries with ok well)all that crap with kyle is OVER!!! YES!!! But I have to admit I was kinda sad. I guess its because I really did like him at first until I stopped seeing and talking to him. He was just mean to me. He made fun the music that i liked and that pissed me off. but...oh well its all in the ( Read more... )

I'm finish waiting for /him/. I mean I know that I'm not supposed to care but I do. alot. in fact I almost called my friend to go to castle park to go to /his/ show, but I'm not going to. Cause if I do then I'll just get even more attached to /him/. And I don't need that, my life is screwed up enough, and all I need is for /him/ to tell me that /he ( Read more... )

What's today? the 14th! Well once again I'm sitting here doing what? NUTHING...but i did go to church last night and i got the e-mail of a friend on MySpace so we could talk. but i read his blog and it turns out that he thinks that i like him. and i just...well ill just let you read it ( Read more... )

/If you don't ask ( Read more... )

I would do anything for you ( Read more... )

As I sit in my room ( Read more... )