how do i put pics on my LJ!!!!

people always tell me that im so amazing and they love to be around me but how can they...Im so not what i seem to be on the outside i hide everything with a smile or a joke.. but on the inside i feel as if my insides are burning up this pain that i am feeling its just to much to handle and sometimes i think maybe suicide is the answer... but ( Read more... )

I am falling in love with kevin and yes i talked to him today everything is going GREAT with us he still is going to the Dance with me and "friends" but at least he is going!!! He says that he wants to be with me but he wants us to get know each other better and then go back out YES!!!! I TRUELY LOVE KEVIN!!!! Im just chillin with TAYLAR SHES MY ( Read more... )

life is soo shitty right now i have lost everything i have ever cared about... i have never felt this alone i feel like i should just drop everything friends blow me off and and dont really care but now that i have met taylar i can talk to her she gets me for once in my life someone understands the way i feel... sometimes i think if i just ( Read more... )

well today rob and i broke up and i was trying to hide my hurt but as the day went on it just got worse its like he just gonna give up a year and 3 months just like that... i didnt know that it would hurt this much and theres nothing i can do about it he is all the way in IOWA and im stuck in here i just wish that i was with him right now i want to ( Read more... )