I feel like shit!

But, hey, like that's any different from any other day?

I'm going to use _ilieforonlyyou starting tomorrow, so if you haven't commented and you want to be added, comment on THAT journal. Here's the people who have commented and are added already:

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"Where are you, and I'm so sorry ( Read more... )

Way to rip my fucking heart out, God.

Thanks for everything. Giving him to me, then ripping him away. Really, thanks.

I'm numb. I don't know. I can't think, I'm not making sense. I give UP.

Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head.

Stabstabstabstab kills self. Thanks, ladies and gentleman. It's been real.

I'm sorry, but, you know, I haven't been in the best mood and the last thing I need is my fucking ex-boyfriend telling me how happy he is. Jesus Christ. Learn some fucking respect.

I hate life. There's like .. 5 people left that I feel like talking to. I hate myself. I hate everything.

You don't like my emo posts? Too fucking bad.

edit: i quit ( Read more... )

"Touch me, touch me, please someone teach me how to swim .. Please, don't let me drown."

"Is this how it feels, when you don't even fit into your own skin and it's getting tighter, every day I'm getting smaller. If I keep holding my breath I'm going to disappear."

I love how I'm relating to Thursday so much recently.

I don't love the way I've ( Read more... )

In her I find humor. In her I find comfort. In her I find trust. In her I find loyalty. In her I find a best friend. In her I find myself ( Read more... )

I'm on fire
And now I think I'm ready
To bust a move
Check it out, I'm rockin' steady.

... Nothing like MCS to make me want to dance and put a smile on my face.

P.S. Christina is the greatest dancing partner ever. ;-)

Fuck this.
I don't care.
I think I'm going to take someone's advice who once told me to go fucking kill myself.
I fucking hate mood swings because they remind me of how much I hate myself and everyone around me.
Don't act like you care.

Yeah. So. Today I woke up to the sound of the phone ringing. Thinking it was 6:00 AM and it was my dad calling to wake me up, I wasn't rushing. It turned out to be my ride, and it was 7:10. I had to haul ass and get dressed in 5 minutes. You know how when you're in a rush, you feel like you forget everything? Well, that's how I felt all day. But ( Read more... )