In the words of Mr. Craig David "I'm Walking Away..."

I'm done. I wash my hands of it. The balls in your court do with it what you want. I am tired from trying so hard, when it isn't being reciprocated. So... Ja.

*walks away*

So busy as of late. It's like I forgot what it was like to have a life. Between school, internship, and working on the weekends. I forgot what it was like to have a life. So it looks like I will have to postpone my trip to Japan till the summer. I wont get to see the cherry blossoms again this year BUT it also gives me more time to earn the money ( Read more... )

The stress is pulling me under, like a current in the ocean. I can't swim, I can't breath, all I can see for miles is endless blackness. The water fills my lungs.

What happened to the rescue ship? Oh that is right, they called in sick. Again.

*coughs* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

 Stage dives, sing alongs, and pile ons. Ah, how I love going to shows... I missed it. Glad there are like three or four in a row this week. The Wonder Years tonight, and then heavy and metal as hell All Shall Perish and The Red Cord on Sunday. I am so ready for that show this weekend. It's going to be what I need to get some of this aggression and ( Read more... )

 and other useful phrases for answer questions you don't want to answer ( Read more... )

I had an entire rant that got deleted . Hmm, that is the worlds way of telling me not to rant ( Read more... )

More often than not I truly second guess myself, and I doubt where I am going. I really wonder if I can do it? Can I? Will I be able to do it, but giving up isn't truly in my nature....So what does this all mean? In the end, will I make it or am I just fighting against the inevitable ( Read more... )

アタシは眠いな。。。けど,私は学資援助を申請しなければなりません。一日六月は日本へ行きます。そして、私は幸せです!　行けましょう！今日はがんばります、よ！！～

ahaha, that was a whole lot of nonsense but I am trying very hard. I wish greatly to be fluent, and I will work hard to get there! (*yoshi~*)

My dreams are for me and I will achieve them. Running fast towards the goal.  :-)

"Are we just content to live our life defined ( Read more... )

My friend Catilin came into town this weekend to hang out with me before I dip out of the country for a little while. That was sweet of her :- ) Which means I have had pizza for the last three meals consecutively.  Little Caesars for dinner and breakfast, than Stevei B's for dinner today...I mean good lord. I am all pizza'd out.

I have got to get ( Read more... )