so i got sick. ugh w/e tho its almost over i'm feeling much better today than i have in what seems like foreverrrrrrrrr! this week is busy but i dont even care this weekend is gonna be awesome. the beginnings of my weeklong bday celebration mixed with justin's bday on sat. all of which will be so much fun. 2 tests this week work on wed. awards ( Read more... )

I'm really happy.  I hope i get this summer internship.  I want to get away for a while, this weekend in gainsville was great i had never been there but i will definitly be visiting again.  i love adrienne we're too great for words haha i had so much fun with her :) i cant wait for my birthday! I cant believe i'm gonna be 20 this is so weird. I ( Read more... )

so i'm feeling insightful right now ( Read more... )

this break seemed to be so short and yet all the beginnings of it seem liek they were so far away.  many interesting things happened visits, friends, closures, and fun. i loved it. i have mixed feelings about pines and about orlando. pines isnt the same but i still have friends there orlando is about ot change so much witht eh next semester coming ( Read more... )

I'm really happy again. life is going good and i havent felt this happy for real in a long time.  everyone is gone back to their homes and such right now so pretty much all week i've been at the house and jsut had some itme with the family my aunt my uncle stepister mom and lowell ofcourse and it was really needed i think.  i also got some good me ( Read more... )

a sudden rush of emotion jsut filled me and i'm almost into tears. i miss greg so much. gregory ryan landau i miss you and i love you more than you could ever know.  i finally opened up to 1 person how much i cared about him and it was the most suprising of people to tell but i felt liek she would understand me.  i really miss him i want him in my ( Read more... )

i think i finally figured out what all is worng wiht my mood lately.  or at least most of it.  I'm not happy with me.  Since the break up i've gained 6 pounds i know i'm small still but 6 pounds in less than 2 months does not make me happy. I also seem to have no control over my money or lack there of.  I could pick up some shifts at disney and get ( Read more... )

only 2 days until i'm done wiht this semester! and i cant wait! wednesday i will be celebrating in some way shape or form that i never have to learn syntax again! i've never had such a stressful finals week i guess i lucked out last year. anywho ( Read more... )

so i'm over him i dont want to get back together, i'm happy with where i am right now, i feel liek i've moved on and everything like i've accepted it and dealt wiht it had my emotional moments and my angry 1s theres nothign more to b siad ( Read more... )

I've been really inspired to write recently like suddenly everything is coming out in clear words.  I just wish i was writing things that people could read.  I htink alot of it is very well written and meaningful but its very private and i can't show other people it just wouldnt be ok ( Read more... )