yesterday ( Read more... )

well i dyed my hair, changed my lj. thought that was enough change but apparently not. my mom might move out of nowhere so if i'm randomly gone i'm sorry and zack will come with us. hes moving in my house, so this should be quite the interesting and i still have to tell my mom lol. but yea so wow things are crazy. and me and him are gonna try the ( Read more... )

memories can be so sad sometimes. urg. i miss when i was happy. when i had a million friends. and i could go from group to group. meh. i mean yea its better that i have my small group of friends that i actually trust but i kind of miss how i used to be? if that makes sense. i mean now i'm just this "tough bitch" which makes no sense to me but w/e ( Read more... )

depression + alcohol = bad crystal ( Read more... )

okay well i'm bord with myself and a lot of other things so. first off going to dye my hair. so sick and tired of this blonde bullshyt. and second off anyone have any icons they think i'd like. cuz i'm bored with my lj. i want something sad. so any help would be most appreciated. thanks. meh life sucks. school starts next month, you all will forget ( Read more... )

well yesterday no work so yay, went out all late. got my check and was going to my moms work after i had gotten my phone card and who should grab me from behind and give me a heart attck besides my dear zackary. lol. so we went to see who was behind the mall, no one important. so i called john(h) and decided me and zack are going there. lol he was ( Read more... )

urg. i am so sick and tired of people thinking they know me so well and they know exactly how i feel and how i think. you don't, so stop fuking assuming. urg ( Read more... )

if you love me you should def. do this ( Read more... )

fuk! i feel like fuken shyt. i'm so pissed off too. i have a migraine and i feel so sick, so i told my mom that i'm calling the doctors cuz i'm sick of her bullshyt. she doesn't believe in doctors so i'm stuck suffering, i don't fuken think so. but the doctors won't take us. and now shes pissed at me cuz i called them and now she has to deal with ( Read more... )

today. work until 5. got ther late cuz i was with zack. his fever went down but i'm pretty sure its back up now. i just hope it stays under 103 degrees. urg and i feel me getting sick, so thats really gay. o well. after work met up with nicole then called adam. and chilled with him, steve, joe and steves brother. boredom. then we went to john ( Read more... )