so its 4:20, one of the many countless mornings ive spent awake, after hours of not being able to fall asleep. im getting really tired now so hopefully sleep will overtake me soon. but im tired of not being able to sleep untill the early hours of the morning every morning. and im tired all day and i feel like shit and i dont know whats wrong with ( Read more... )

soo new years was pretty good. spent the night up till new years playing euchre and watching the twilight zone with my parents and kitty. abby came over and brought josh with her, o0o0o0o lol and at midnight we all shot off fireworks and it was grand. and then after that i got tired so me and kitty went in and watched twilight zone some more and ( Read more... )

so its friday..ive lost track of the days already, lol sad i know ( Read more... )

979-6229
that is my new cell #, just FYI..if anyone wants to call me thats cool.

soooo merry merry un-christmas everyone, lol im saying this cuz ill be on the road tomorrow going up to Iowa to see family and friends and get trashed, haha. welll i hope everyone has a good christmas and new years if i dont talk to some of you untill after then. goodbye all.

sooo i hate being sick, and yes people im really sick im not just skipping to miss things, i have tonsillitis, but they dont know what caused it whether its viral or this one little bacterial option that u cant treat much with antibiotics anywayz. and it sucks ass cuz it hurts and ive had 2 or 3 fevers that break and another one starts in later. i ( Read more... )

yay, so today is going to be good i can tell. the snow is AMAZING, i love snow, its just the cold part i dont like, lol but i can get past that. and theres NOTHING better than being able to wake up after the sun has risen and its not dark. lol and get to eat rice krispies in a big bowl. lol im just realy giddy today ^_^ and i hope that lasts ( Read more... )

god its fucking monday already, son of a bitch, this vacation went by to fast, but isnt that how it always goes? i only saw kitty twice during it, so that kinda sucked, and im not gonnna see him today cuz hes getting his wisdom teeth out, lucky, he will probly get pain meds, and not have to play in band for some time, maybe. :( he said i dont get ( Read more... )

"im sorry that i put you through another thing in your life that would send you in to dispair. I had some things that i needed to fix and letting go of the love that i had for you was the first and hardest part of fixing my problems. I hope you realize that i did care about you and that i was going to go through things that i could not le you see ( Read more... )

so collin e-mailed me, why would he do something like that, its been 6 months, yes people half a year is all it took him to apologize and "wish he could make it up to me". grawr, well thats just odd and random and why did it take so long, i mean im over it now, i dont care, but still, thats a long time for not talking and then just randomly get an ( Read more... )