Chris is so nice to me, so in love with me, so all about me but yet.. I am stupid. I ruin things. I say dumb stuff. I make him feel less than outstanding, which he is. he is so funny and such a great, great person and he has to tip-toe around to make me happy and does things just so I will not feel unloved and then I shit on him. why, why, why? I
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