soo im bored and im waiting to go to work. i actually kind of want to. well i dont, because its my dads birthday and my parents and lyndsey are going out for dinner and i wish i could go. but kristen and rob are working and i really like them. so thats okay. plus its only four hours. i dropped off resumes todayy but i dont know if ill hear anything ( Read more... )

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i dont want to be home. i want my cottage forever and ever ( Read more... )

I hate you for making me feel so worthless and thinking I'm stupid.
And I hate you for making me vulnerable when it comes to anything that has to do with you.
When it really comes down to it, I hate you both.

I've come to realise I'm never going to get over it. I'm never going to be over us, I'm never going to be over him, and I'm never going to stop thinking about it. It's so pathetic. I already know that. So when you read this and you're like, "wow, you suck." I know. Don't worry. I just wish I could believe when he tells me he's happy. He doesn't ( Read more... )

Way to make me find everything even more confusing.

I'm back from my cottage. I missed Curt a lot. But we have a to-do list and lots of plans for the future and it's going to be so good. I don't waaant to be home ( Read more... )

It's my moms birthday. I like today, even though I haven't really done anything. I guess I just really like my family. Sometimes they put me in a really good mood. Oh, and I also talked to Court and I think things are okay. They always were, because it's us, but now we both know we both knew that we've always been okay. So it's really good. Plus we ( Read more... )

im making a list ( Read more... )

Woo ( Read more... )