english literature : 4 (disappointment much? argh! mad at myself.)
european history : 5 (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wtf????!!!!YES!!!!!)
psychology : 4 (phew. 'splain later.)

Monday morning, 10:00 am. Finalement! Visit me here :
http://www.myspace.com/une_fille

real entry soon. i promise. meanwhile ... {these are antonia's words, too, but they ring true here as well, HOPEFULLY ( Read more... )

http://www.cnn.com/2005/ALLPOLITICS/02/03/dems.ss/index.html
" ... and I thought, You're sixteen. How can you already be a Republican?"
Curtis Sittenfeld, Prep

if you're wondering how you could possibly persuade someone to love you more than they already do,


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epiphany time.
i tend to have those a lot at work.
i'll explain later, y'know, when it's not ONE O'CLOCK IN THE F'ING MATIN.
oh, two new screennames {i couldn't choose} :
+ oh clavicle
+ obravenewgirl

"o wonder!
how many goodly creatures are there here!
how beauteous mankind is! o brave new world,
that has such people in't!"
- miranda, the ( Read more... )

it did happen and i remember it perfectly because the black and white version, complete with silhouette, is imprinted in my mind and i can't switch off the sound. it's opening night and the audience is terrified. there's a soundtrack and everything, rewind, rewind, regret. stop. i think i am just afraid. just, like the four tiny letters don't mean ( Read more... )

1. please do me a favor & read anna quindlen's column, "the culture of each life ( Read more... )

on yet another pointless {i know i know a better word for this, but it's 2:10 in the fucking morning and i should hardly be able to move right now} tangent {harken back to jessica, alex, and donnie darko's alternate universe - last night, well i suppose it was actually two nights ago, that's what i get for falling asleep at 4am on a regular basis, ( Read more... )

FUCK this so-called show offy life. man, fuck it. i think i've got everything figured out and everything so good and everything . . . everything. and i've got nothing. i am being open and honest because in trying to guard people's feelings i don't say what i mean and i sure as fucking hell don't mean what i say. i am banning myself from aim and ( Read more... )