yeah

[xbreakxme]

You know, I am starivng myself again. Just, this time, it's not on purpose. I think I'm gonna make it be on purpose.

Also, I have decided to get a lipo and a tummy tuck and such. Please, just shut up about it. I dont want to hear "I love you how you are" blah blah. You don't.

Theres so many bad feelings. It hurts and it wont stop.

Im a loser.

Comments

[xdreamsomemorex]

i'm not going to be all raur ish.. but i gotta let you know.. lypo doesn't work. here's why: you're body has a certain number of fat cells. you are going through adolescence(puberty) and the number of fat cells you have are going to decrease. since your body has a certain number of fat cells, what lypo does is it removes them, to make you skinnier. but, what they don't tell you at the thing, is that no matter what you do to those fat cells, they will come back, because that is the amount your body needs to have at this point in your life. the only way that the fat cells can go away is if you change your diet, and excercise patterns. basically, lypo is a waste of money. and a tummy tuck.. it just leaves a huge scar. yes, you will be skinnier.. but it can't remove all of the excess(sp) skin. that is bad too. i am jsut telling you the truth. i know this is all true though, nikki. you don't have to listen to me if you don't want to, but i am just trying to help

[xbreakxme]

i feel like shit.

[xdreamsomemorex]

why?

[xbreakxme]

you told me what i already know. i know its dumb and a waste of moeny and bad, but im fucking dumb so who cares.

[decayingxutopia]

I do
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