All my heart does all day is race ( Read more... )

I forgot was TRUE depression felt like until now.

I remember now how it feels to have your heart truely broken in half.

I had hoped I would never have to again...

I was wrong.

This year was supposed to be better.

All I want to do is for it to end....

Why cant this year be better? Last year sucked so BAD... why...

Why do I think? Seriously...

I am so sick of not feeling pretty

A few days ago I wrote a long e-mail to my older brother john. For those of you who know me well, know that I do not have a great relationship with him and have harbored ill feelings towards him. Well his bitch of a wife decided to e-mail my father and tell him he was a awful dad. I did not take to kindly to that and I exploded. I ended however ( Read more... )

Matt was offered a position with the EPD. He will go to academy in May. The academy he is going to is in Selma, AL which is right by Montgomery. He may be a dispatcher for enterprise until he goes in May ( Read more... )

There was a blackhawk helicopter crash in iraq. Everytime I here something like that, it scares the shit out of me. My father is trying to get them to let him fly. He would get to fly and get paid more and get to live in a better living area. But it is so much more dangerous. Please everyone keep praying for him.

( Here are some updated pictures, for those who do not have myspace. )

For everyone who knew Mark Wright. He passed away today after a four wheeling accident. Please pray for his family and friends. He will be greatly missed.