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[xbrightest]

I find it extremely difficult to cope with the fact that I'm no longer a child and my life has to actually mean something. I don't think my life means anything right now except that it means a lot to me that I'm alive and breathing and shivering since it's cold out. I told myself yesterday that I wasn't going to wear white until i got to where I'm

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[_therunaway]

it gets harder and harder to think i really am getting past the stage of "growing-up" and closing to being a "grown-up". this frightens and excites me all at the same time. i don't think at this time my life has much a purpose, i mean if i dropped off the arth at this very moment, i couldn't say i've made much of a lasting impression doing anything. even though i have that though, i know it will change. hopefully sooner rather than later

[_therunaway]

p.s. typos/grammar errors/spelling errors a plenty there.

[sugarwater_]

im glad you had fun by yourself. i still want to hang out in nature with you very soon, im just a damn ass slacker. :(

This weather just makes me want to run around outside and ride bikes and drink hot tea. But somehow I wish it were summer so I could go swimming and wear dresses.

ditto.

dont feel insignificant, even the way you view life and the world is significant. you're such an observer. to actually like life and drink it in is such a rare gift. im all about it. i want to be like that.