yeah heather..I dont understand..there life might be crap but that doesnt give them the right to make everyone elses life crap too..Seriously I hate it when people make fun of other people too because it just makes me feel bad and I just want to punch someone and Im done with all of it..Maybe I dont have true friends I dont know.
well one thing ive learned is there are only a few people you can trust. And its people who have been thro it all standing by your side. Because they are the only ones who have been there all the way. And I guess you kind of have to look around yanno? I didnt find my true best friend until this year. We have been thro everything not together but at diferent times. We went thro depressions and other stages that we can look back on now and talk to eachother and help eachother. Yea, giving people shit makes no sense... At all. But it happens and thats when you think about it and realize they don't mean anything so niether should anything they say... Sometimes its hard to think that way, but its what you have to do... I dunno me, I only have like 4 true friends.. but thats just me. And one of em doesnt even go to my school so its hard to talk to him. But ya youll meet new people in HS next year. Me, I personally like the onlder ones. Juniors and senios, much more mature.. some of my friends are even in college. They gave up on the gossip
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Yeah Heather you are totally right..I mean I dont even know who my friends are as of right now..I always had that one girl that meant the world to me by my side every step I took..but she had to move and just broke my heart I miss her so much..Its so hard telling her things over the phone and not face to face with tears down my face.. I never thought life was going to be like this..I mean Ive known you like all my life..I never thought we were going to go throught life like this..seriously Its so rediculus..how people treat people I mean we all desever respect and everything just look now I bet everyone split up in HS..and wow have there own little possie thingy who knoes where I will be..As long as im excepted by the 3 people that mean the world to me..MARY MARISA and GOD
Yea, no one thought things would be like this. I thought I would be with all of my friends that I had in 8th grade forever. And yea I still talk to the majority of them. But you start to lose touch. The people I didnt know as well are now my best friends. And my old best friends are people I just dont know anymore. After Ryan McBride died is when eveyrhting fell apart. I think, people just stopped believing. He held us together. And now ignorance has torn us apart. Yea, in HS everyone gets seperated. You finally find out who you ARE in HS rather then who you want to be. And you start knowing whats more impotant in your life. And thats when everyone opens there eyes and see who they want to open themself to. Its hard to find, but eventually it will come to you. BF's dont worry about them. You dont need those until your older... No one knows who they are gonna be with in their freshman year or even sophomore year. I still havent found the right guy. And well, Ill tell ya, guys at our school are NOT that great.. lol But yea eveyrhting
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I agree. Molly, you know my story. And she's totally right. The people you think you'll be friends with forever become the strangers it seems you never knew. It sucks when the people you know become the ones you knew, too. But I LOVE YOU!
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