i just realized something:

i am at my all-time jealousy high.

life feels shitty, and i'm losing everything i love.

i don't really know what to do anymore; i am losing control.

i wish somebody would save me.

i wish i weren't as selfish.

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i should be in geography right about now, but i woke up later, not late, and i didn't feel like rushing around to get to school and be in my seat, right next to fucking sam, at precisly eight o'clock, el cajon valley high school time. so instead, i told them that we had testing today, and that we didn't have to go in until 9 am. hah ( Read more... )

i just feel bad, that's all.....

it was a very dark period in my life.

it IS my fault. i know i'm a terrible person. im trying to change. i need to change.

i feel horrible. im so sorry. you dont deserve this. not at all. i love you.

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SCOTTIE!!!!

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EXPLAIN!

i really like guns. really!

FROM AMIE's LJ:

"8. who is the least fashionable person you know?: same as gina's ..def sam wolpink"

i love it!

ps. she's gross.

i'm gonna go call scottie. he makes me SO HAPPY. i feel great when i hear his voice.