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We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Every sense is heightened. Every emotions is magnified. Our everyday reality is shattered and we feel as though we can fly. It may only last a moment, or an hour, but that doesn’t diminish its value. Because we are left with the memories that we will treasure for the rest of ours lives.
Because you have someone who dries the tears, even if they’re the one that made them come. You have someone who calls you, just to say hello, and those conversations can last hours upon hours yet their voice never gets old. You could be silent the entire time, and it wouldn’t matter because you hear them breathe, and you feel something. Their smile sort of gives you heart an electric shock and you realize that it isn‘t easy to ignore. The look they give you makes you realize that you‘ve found your someone. They touch you, and you knees get weak. And when they kiss you, you know that this is the one person that you’re suppose to kiss for the rest of your life. The words that they say are beautiful and the make you feel like you’re worth something. They give you hope, they give you strength, they give you meaning. And you look at them, and suddenly everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing you can focus on is this one person and to you, they are perfect, therefore your life as you know it .. is perfect. Even if only for an instant. And you want to laugh and cry because you feel so lucky to have found it yet at the same time you’re so scared that it’ll go away.
And sometimes it does. They find someone new and slowly it fades, right before your very eyes. They get drunk at a party and though it just ‘meant nothing to them’ the fact that they did this eats you alive. It kills you, it devours your heart, and it makes you completely and entirely worthless and shitty and alone. Because now no one is there to make you smile the way they did. No one can sing to you in the tune that they carried. No one else’s touch, kiss, smile, lips, hair, smell, no one’s anything is ever the same. Your heart is no longer the same. You see them and you know that they still have a piece of you with them … even if it’s stuck on the bottom of their shoe. But it doesn’t matter
Regardless if you love them hate them, wish they would die, or know that you would die without them … it matters not. Because for once in your life, whatever they were to the world, they become the world to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling the depths of their souls, and you say a million things without a trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitable. We want to fall in love for a million reasons. Whether it be because you don’t want to face this world alone, or because you just want to feel. No written word could do it justice. Love is not a thing of the mind but of the heart. A feeling only felt.