I keep beating myself up because of it. I know you tried so hard to make me happy, and I appriciate everything you did.. everything you did for me I love and value and will always love and value you. I fear that if I couldnt be happy with you, I may never be happy, because you were so amazing to me. Maybe your job moving around scared me too, its always been there and I've always known that one day our relationship would be truely tested, and I was scared we wouldnt make it. I was scared of not being first in your life. I know a career is important, but I wanted a commitment that made me your passion and what you lived for above anything else. I had secretly made that commitment to you and was disappointed when the feelings werent mutual. I dont know I was just asking too much or what but I guess we just werent on the same page in many areas. I never want to lose you and if I could, I would hold you forever.
*calls a bartender over* One beer for the lonely straight-edger.
Eh, don't worry. there's other fish in the toilet, yadda yadda yadda, there's a pot of gold at the end of the street, blah blah blah, angels give lapdances in Toledo.... and all that jazz.
At least you two broke up amicably, and unless you two had reason to hate each other, that's always a great thing. It relieves a lot of mental stress.
I mean, you don't want to end up like me, do you? :P
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I never want to lose you and if I could, I would hold you forever.
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Eh, don't worry. there's other fish in the toilet, yadda yadda yadda, there's a pot of gold at the end of the street, blah blah blah, angels give lapdances in Toledo.... and all that jazz.
At least you two broke up amicably, and unless you two had reason to hate each other, that's always a great thing. It relieves a lot of mental stress.
I mean, you don't want to end up like me, do you? :P
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