i think this is gonna be my only happy entry... tomorrow carlos is cutting my hair hopefully. right now im kinda bored. but its ok everyone is keeping me entertained. kyle got his wisdom theeth out yesterday so i went over and took him the soup he wanted. today hes in garden grove recording or somehting and maybe going to a show? not really sure. ( Read more... )

eek so today i hung out w/ myself. even tho i didnt have time to hang out w/ anyone. my classes are ok i guess. for today and tomorrow i leave at lunch. my trig teacher is boring and i dont like him. my pe teacher is awesome. kyle is now sleeping on my bed. i bored him to sleep i think. hes a whore. a really big whore. he likes to hear that hes ( Read more... )

:sighs: why are people so mean to me? so mike imed me and well heres the convo ( Read more... )

ugh... im so fucking bored. kyle left for vegas this morning. he called me before he left. i love him. ::sighs:: i was so tired from only getting like 2 hours of sleep the previous day that today after i got off he phone w/ him i just went back to sleep. and i kept having these weird ass dreams about him calling me frim vegas and shit. it was weird ( Read more... )

man im so fuckin depressed its rediculous. i dont even know how i manage living. seriously i really am sick of being alive and id like to just take the easy way out and like be dead. i dunno i really would like it if things could get better but im really too lazy to even bother ( Read more... )

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i am sick to my stomache w/ depression. its making me physically ill. i am tired and depressed and bored. once again another night alone b/c im not allowed out and b/c kyle went to buena park. im kinda thinkin he should just stay out there cuz he likes it so much. he coulda came over till 930 and been bored off his ass, but i told him to go to the ( Read more... )

i didnt have such a lovely night. kyle got drunk and w/e. i wasnt there. i got grounded. anywho. i feel like shit. i threw up. my back urts really bad. my friend fell in the ocean. im tires. half hours of sleep every half hour sucks. my finger is also gay from being in a splint and stuff. omg my back hurts!! ehhhhh im done. bye bye children.

i havent been in here in forever. so the updates, ok well, i highlighted my hair sorta. and fucked up a tendon in my finger. my birthday is on april 1st, and ya im going to disneyland all day then to see anatomy of a ghost ( Read more... )

hi. im back. and ill spare you my valentines day. but on friday, the dance, it was ok. dennys was fun. but the dance could have been waaaayyyy better if kyle would have dance w/ me. but its cool im over it. and yesterday, we went to the mall and ran into ran into anthony, tony, randy, that one kid w/ the hair, and these 2 girls that i forgot their ( Read more... )