Well, I decided to meet with you know who. I felt bad to keep him waiting but I had been fixing my car all day wwith my stepdad, so I had to take a shower. THen I couldn't find my keys. But I guess when you think about it, it's a little ironic! Things were discussed, and to make a long story short, he clarified things with me, and I told him ( Read more... )

I just started to get my head clear...I know, I'm always saying that, but my emotions are so up and down right now. It must be the depo. I've been setting my running shoes to the pavement..for two reasons. One, to pound all of my negativity to the pavement, for running comes as a theraputic, mental excercise. Second, I've been feeling outta ( Read more... )

Many dew drops have fallen from my eyes ( Read more... )

In areas of my life, I'm doing ok. I'm getting to the point where I'm not content living here anymore...As soon as Jimmy gets a job, we're gonna rent a townhome together and bring the 'rents with us until they save up and find a place of thier own. I guess its more of a respect issue here. We don't get nearly as much respect as we deserve, and ( Read more... )

As I said...Mission Impossible...

I feel as though I`ve lost someone. Not just a good friend, but also someone I admired. We connected so well, and then things changed. I guess I`m too stubborn to call or text, but I`m starting to experience the ripple effect. I let his past bad experiences effect mine. But I couldn`t wait anymore for someone to decide if they wanted to take a ( Read more... )

So Christina and I decided to go somewhere during Thanksgiving break or something like that. She called me last night from Arkansas and she'll be in Missouri by thursday was it? I need to get out of this boring ass state. Sometimes, I wish I was living back in Boston, only because the people are real there. No superficiality, nothing. Thus, ( Read more... )

Khammay offered to drive me home. I didn't need that. Linda knows the shit I'm experiencing. Nightmare after nightmare after nightmare...beginning with Madeline and Sam trapping me in thier house to the ending with the image of my grandpa's blank stare. I'm scared to go to sleep ( Read more... )

Today was so busy! Woke up from another one of those haunting dreams, started laundry, ironed, straitened up ( Read more... )

I guess its a part of growin up when ( Read more... )