i wonder if i still look like peter pan...

I feel so fucking small right now.

So hmm..what's new with me? Schools tying me down quite a bit and I'm lacking sleep..but I guess it has that affect on most. I'm getting to be more distant of people emotionally but I'm not sure why. I just feel a gap between it like a wall or some sort of drop off. I don't know. Maybe I'm just not feeling much emotion lately or maybe I'm just not ( Read more... )

so.. i'm home.
home is where the heart is?
i came home and all the way here from the airport the only thing i could think about dundundun!...my cell phone. how pathetic.
But I'm in love with my soon to be discovered cancerous friend.
And...school. Tomorrow. JOY!!

it really just hit me.

he's gone.not like the gone for a day, gone for two weeks, gone for a month. he's really..gone. he isn't moving back. and i won't see him for months, and even then it probably won't be the same because people change. oh my god.

it's really over?

sometimes the best way to say something is to say nothing at all.

This is happiest I've ever been.

The most awakening, up lifting, spiritual experience I've ever had.

I love life.

The light in the morning cascaded on your face
slowly the night faded and we were no longer in the dark
the sun rose and we fell awake
lying in each others arms
our hearts were filled empty with laughter; no pain
I tasted all of you sober
yet you were still sweet
a sober-sweet-August you came

[and went so easily]

but with September
the air turned stale
and ( Read more... )

I can't believe David's fucking moving.

Fuck, this sucks so fucking hard.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

oh my...
i just sat in ferrit shit