I had a fun day yesterday! I went to pick jessie up at ten in the morning. We went to Ala Moana and walked through every inch of macy's :D
Then we got some starbucks yummy chai tea. Then we went into this rich ( Read more... )

im so tired. Just got back from Bellows with Trisha. We couldnt decide where we wanted to go so wereally ended up driving around the whole island pretty much and then decided on bellows. I dont feel safe going to a beach without eric. I guess i never paid attention to it but i feel so safe with him like nothing could go wrong ( Read more... )

I talked to Eric YAY! I feel so much better now about my worries. He gets so sad when i tell him about a bad dream or that im scared that im not good enough to keep him around...if every other guy didnt cheat on me in the past i wouldnt have this "guys always cheat" feeling. But he makes me feel like its real and that i have nothing to seriously ( Read more... )

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!
20!?!

tomorrow is MY birthday. like twelve hours here and 6 at home. Im excited.

I just left Eric at Camp Smith to Go off to Korea...a month didnt seem that long until now...so many days to be in this apartment alone. Blah I feel like poop...I will update more on this later.

5 days until the birthday

I got the scare of my life last night. First let me tell you NOTHING is worth huge fights with loved ones. eric and i had been having this ongoing...i think hes a liar...he thinks i think too far into things kinda arguement all weekend. Well, for one this is probably the last weekend he has here until he goes to Korea ( Read more... )

sad...erics leaving august 4th  to go to Korea for a month...we havent been apart for a year.sure im lucky its only a month but its going to be shitty....

Dreams are wierd sometimes. I think the wierdest ones are in those last few hours of sleep...like if you wake up at 4 am and fall back asleep until 8 or so...those last few hours are full of the crasiest, scariest or mose fucked up stuff. I had a dream that there wa a huge carnival picnic type thing in my hometown. Everyone was there from like from ( Read more... )

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