today started out good and ended like shit.

[xcapturemytears]

uh. i have to just get this off my chest. I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYONE! you all can get mad at me, be pissed at me, hate me the whole thing is i DONT care. everyone and all their stupid little problems is starting to really get on my nerves. im tired of giving advice, im tired of being the person foreveryone to run to, and im tired of getting used for

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[ltlbitsof_truth]

hey.. i don't think i've commented on YOUR journal yet. i really hope none of that has to do with me?! .. i don't see how it would. but seriously, as long as i've known you kristin.. your always talking about ppl using you for things.. and saying shit about you behind your back, and i never really understood why you went right back to being friends with them. and if these same ppl are still hurting you.. you need to just say FUCK OFF to all of them becuase your better than that. you've never done one thing to deserve any of it.. or any of the things i've probably done to you that we've fought about before.. so i just want to apologize for it right now if it still makes you sad. you have true friends kristin.. friends that love you to death and would never use you, talk about you, or make you give up on life like soem ppl do, and i hope you can separate them from some of the fake ass ppl you kno now. I can only speak for myself.. but i would hope you still consider me as one of your true friends.. through everything we've been through

[xcapturemytears]

GOD, I FUCKING LOVE YOU!

hey

[yelloxduckies]

girli i UNDERSTAND you PERFECTLY..its the TRUTH! o go get me some GOD dern CEREAL and FUCK ALL OF THEM BITCHES! lol..im here for you and i always WILL BE! okay i love ya
xoxo-KaWa HeFwIn

[becuz_of_you]

wow kris. reading that entry made me think it was one of my own entries. i know what its like to get stabbed in the back, and i know what its like to get used for, and i know what its like to be the person everyone runs to. because i was the person EVERYONE went to last year. and yea, its awesome to be able to help people out, but when youre that person that needs help, what do you do?..gawd highschool has changed me in ways you couldnt imagine. im never that person people ALWAYS run to anymore, because now, i tell people they need to figure stuff out on their OWN. yea they can come and vent every once in a while, and everyone needs to vent, but dont let people come to you everytime asking you for advice and when you ask them, they dont help. life is all about learning things for yourself, not having other people teach you whats wrong and whats right. you need to learn to become independent, and always having someone to lean on isnt going to make you become like that. i mean, you always need true friends there for you when youre

[xcapturemytears]

thank you so much, i remember when you used to live here and you were always there for me when i needed it and i always wanted to be there for you in return and i hope i was. but thank you for everything and teaching me new things. im glad i got a chance to be best friends with you because i loved it.

[becuz_of_you]

i*d always be here for you kris, but you do need to learn that not everyone will always be here for you, and friendships get lost, and people change, and move on, and i hate that our friendship changed, but it did and theres nothing i can do about it now. people fucked it up horribly, and we listened to other people and wanted to make other people happy when we should have just thought about ourselves and our friendship instead of all the bullshit that was going on. im glad we were best friends too. because you were one of the truest friends i had in mms. no matter what tho kris, im here for you, even if its 1 in the morning and you need to call someone to bitch about how gay everyone is, you can bitch to me =) love you.<3