everything happens for a reason. he's in a better place. he's looking down on us now. no cliche makes any of this feel better. No, i wasn't john's best friend. most likely, a week ago, if i had to name 50 people from stevenson that i knew, i wouldn't even mention his name. but that doesn't make it any easier. you could tell, just by a look in ( Read more... )

"The opposite of love is not hate, but apathy."

For the first time in my life, I'm really starting to understand what that means. Not just recognize what it means, but realize the real truth behind it.

courtney says that when she can't sleep, she writes down everything she's thinking about. well. since i've been writing on paper all day, and some people like to keep up with people's lives on livejournal, i thought i would fuel some catching up and what not ( Read more... )

my ability to sleep has left me. something is wrong. i havent had a decent night's sleep in what is approching two weeks. i feel like the guy from fight club right before he develops a second personality. shut up george.

life is good...until you realize it is more than the 36 square miles of suburbia...then it becomes real.

i just "finished" my spanish homework. by "finish" i mean did more than half so i can at least say i gave it a halfway valid effort. speaking of homework..the new semester. its gonna be interesting. at least two of my classes are very interesting. IAH and TE250 are thought provoking which is good. ill have to write a lot of papers for them..but ( Read more... )

i could probably sit here for 20 minutes and think of something clever or thought provoking to write about; something to the tone of bringing in the new year, wiping a clean slate, etcetera, but i will not. i believe it will suffice to say happy new year. because, really, thats what it all comes down to...being happy. that and songs. because songs ( Read more... )

so i don't really want to do a re-cap of 2005. for the most part, it sucked, honestly.  albeit, i had my good times, and i have my fond memories...but it was just kinda of a blah year.  i spent way too much of it loathing upon things that were out of my control, so i feel like i wasted a lot of time.  truthfully, though, i really don't want to sit ( Read more... )

i dont have a topic in mind right now, but I just watched Garden State, so naturally the need to express myself is overwhelming. i'm not quite sure what stream of conciousness is, but as i interpret it, i'm just going to write things down as they come to me, in the perspective that flows from my fingers. im in the living room right now sitting on ( Read more... )

that on the one night i actuallly got to bed early, i can't sleep. i think there's more to that. when i can't sleep it's usually because my mind is going berzerk, and it won't shut off. that or i just had too much caffeine or something. but lately it's been different. it's like my body, or something is trying to send me a message. lately i ( Read more... )