I hate everyone with big boobs right now.

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me

I'm terrified. I know I made the wrong decision and it's all my fault. I'm jealous of everyone and I have no right to be. Everyone did the right thing and got what they want and I don't blame you guys ( Read more... )

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Im thinking about putting my two weeks notice into work...
and school for that matter!
Ziad is trying to break me from my hermit habbits and its kinda working but everytime I think about it, it makes me queazy...Maybe he's right.
Life pretty much sucks right now...

Im tired of people treating me like shit.
Im tired of people taking out their emotions on me.
Im tired of people.
Im so fucking tired of it all.

IM GOING TO BOSTON TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a break from myself

This is probably one of the lowest times in my life. As each day goes by, I feel worse. It's a sort of feeling that makes me realize that I didn't accomplish everything that I wanted to since a young age. I haven't even come close. I don't understand what went wrong. I'm tired of trying to strive to be like everybody else. I'm tired of not ( Read more... )

Today was well just any other day with the twist of being my brithday. Jon and I woke up and his mom had put up this happy birthday banner and made pancakes with candles on them. Jon got me really pretty earings. I love them, they're so cute! We went miniture golfing after that. It was totally awesome, but he didn't let me win! Then we played ( Read more... )

Today I went to the beach with Toddy, Lauren, Brian, and April. I was actually not looking forward to it, but I had soooooo much fun! Todd, Lauren, and I went rock climbing and Todd had to save my life. He also gave me crabs...which were totally disgusting when they moved. I learned to throw a football today which was very exciting. You think me of ( Read more... )