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Perfect song for how I feel towards Travis.
"Doin' Too Much" by Paula DeAnda ft. Baby Bash.
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
I'm out with my girls, tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly, tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing you got me going through
All I can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way you make me smile
I ain't felt this in a while
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy
I saw Trav at lunch today. He was throwing pennies at me because I wasn't paying attention to him at first. Then I went to talk to him, and he really seems like he's not into me anymore. I want to like someone who likes me back. I miss Jake so much. I miss how crazy we were about each other, and how I always had the security of knowing he loved me no matter what. His arms were always open and his ear was always ready for listening, even after we first broke up. It's a shame that things are the way they are now. It's a shame that things had to happen how they did. It's so weird passing each other in the halls without saying a word to each other, but knowing what we once had. Knowing I'll never get it back.