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[xcherryjonesx]

do you ever feel so fucking sad that you feel like you're gonna throw up? and then your heart starts to race and you fight to hold your tears backs because you dont cry on the outside anymore, and then your jaw gets tight and you get that lump in your throat from trying to resist the falling of your tears? does your lip quiver and in your head you

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[brokenxpromise1]

im back thanks fro dropping in if you have AIM we should talk..My aims xvirusxstrikenx

[anonymous]

i know the feeling well,naseau,and a headache.The world outside looks bleak and uninviting,except i wont cry.Tears just arent appropriate for the emotions i would like to express.Sadness is not the word to describe what I feel,its more like....disappointment.Disappointed that most of the time my life is out of my own control.
Its such a cliche but we are all like rats in a maze or pawns in a game of chess,just animals functioning in the game of survival.Unwanted and expendable....insignificant.
It feels good to write about it though and I feel much better already.In fact if I could offer any advice to other people feeling the same way it would be that expressing yourself creatively almost always helps,thanks for listening to me whine and hope everyone feels better

[xcherryjonesx]

thanx for talking....
who are you though?
i need to know...