i pulled off your wings then i laughed
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it's funny how others attempt to prepare me for the real world when what does the most damage happens at home. the cruelest environment i had ever lived in has always been my everyday habitat. i think the rest of you, the world- my playground, my escape from what has always been fimiliar to me, as a vacation from always living in my mind. sometimes even I need a break from myself (break away from myself) so i seek you Mr. Unknown. take me somewhere that i can form new thoughts, take me and change my mind. i have no need to live in a single experience over and over, let's uncrowd the party in my head and form something new, break free from my typical patterns. change is an interesting thing afterall, for one it shows you are not bound to one thing. one could plan ahead to change but the act of making that decision in itself is a change, your state of mind is the change. that single moment in which you realize you're standing at the base of many future decisions, in which whatever thought and whatever action you next make will decide itself which path to take you on. and we don't realize change while it's occuring, this moment right now. awareness is taboo in this moment, one could be completely ignorant to what's happening and yet it continues to happen. only in retrospect do we appear to finalize the change, where we directly apply our actions to our thoughts. for some change is the opportunity to act without thinking, perhaps the only time. so why is it we are afraid of the unknown when what we fear the most has already happened to us?
it's funny how others attempt to prepare me for the real world when what does the most damage happens at home. the cruelest environment i had ever lived in has always been my everyday habitat. i think the rest of you, the world- my playground, my escape from what has always been fimiliar to me, as a vacation from always living in my mind. sometimes even I need a break from myself (break away from myself) so i seek you Mr. Unknown. take me somewhere that i can form new thoughts, take me and change my mind. i have no need to live in a single experience over and over, let's uncrowd the party in my head and form something new, break free from my typical patterns. change is an interesting thing afterall, for one it shows you are not bound to one thing. one could plan ahead to change but the act of making that decision in itself is a change, your state of mind is the change. that single moment in which you realize you're standing at the base of many future decisions, in which whatever thought and whatever action you next make will decide itself which path to take you on. and we don't realize change while it's occuring, this moment right now. awareness is taboo in this moment, one could be completely ignorant to what's happening and yet it continues to happen. only in retrospect do we appear to finalize the change, where we directly apply our actions to our thoughts. for some change is the opportunity to act without thinking, perhaps the only time. so why is it we are afraid of the unknown when what we fear the most has already happened to us?