its hard for me to imagine us ever being a reality when its always just been such a fantasy ( Read more... )

what a great new years. dare i say best yet ( Read more... )

on the way home from toronto today i watched the thousands of tiny lights and enormous buildings fade from view, and i thought, i need so badly to be in a place where the sheer size of buildings and amounts of people put my life into perspective, they make my life feel small and insignifigant. and for someone who finds themselves in too many ( Read more... )

you can no longer say i'm crazy ( Read more... )

i can't help it.

wine makes me crazy.

i miss you.

tonight: dinner party, a bottle of wine, old friends and an all around fabulous evening.
tommorow: work then party with amanda at seb's.
friday: shopping spree and belinis in toronto with melanie.
saturday: new year's at scott's with heather and cails.

can't wait. anything to take my mind off all this.

i guess the part that really hurt the most was i was second ( Read more... )

so i never update.

but heres whats going on:

-im quitting my job and working out full time in order to bag a rich husband and be a trophy wife.

Goth ( Read more... )

in less than 60 days...i will be sitting on a beach in california, tan as fuck, enjoying a sweet american ciggarette, and fucking loving life.