this is not meant to be insensitive, but at least you have people calling you. similarly, we haven't talked in years. this was instigated by me for (what may be stupid) reasons i'd like to tell you some time. i hope life is going well for you!
i kind of assumed that...this entry is meant for more people here than back home. no one calls me from back home...well except for asher. and i feel so bad when he calls me, because it seems i never have the time to talk. but when no one from back home called me during the summer, i decided to put up here that i had surgery and still no one called just to see how i was doing (once again except for asher), i just decided to accept the fact that when i'm home...i'm alone. i know, i know, it wasnt like i tried to call you guys, but i just didnt know what to say. i had no idea how you guys felt towards me and if it was as negative as november freshman year, then i couldnt deal with that. you may not know this about me, but i'm absolutely scared of confrontation. i guess i just hoped that informing you guys that i had surgery would be some way just to hear from you guys again. but it didnt work, so life goes on...anyways, thanks for commenting, i havent heard from you in a while...i hope life is well for you too.
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